2009, New Year’s Resolution: The Pursuit of Happyness
The way 2008 started for me was not bad at all!
I didn’t know how to love a living thing: a human, a bird, an animal, a tree… never had long lasting feelings or passion for the place I live, cloths I wear, music I hear. Like an angel she came into my life and taught me love. I was not ready for that feelings.
When I came to know it was the ancient true feelings I was having, she left me. She was frightened at looking to the future I could possibly give her. The future, the life was not what she dreamt for. May be I could give that life, but I didn’t want to weave that way.
Few days ago, a friend (of mine) and I meet in a cafe. Let’s name him Herbert Pocket.
Pocket: I knew she would be doing this.
I said to myself, everyone knew that! I blinked my eyes twice and tried to give him a smile.
Pocket: I really am worried about you.
Here he goes… another attempt of gluing my broken heart.
Pocket: You know wherever she is, she is doing good. You should find another girl.
I blinked my eyes few more times; tried to affirm: “I’ll”.
Days pass by and I look into myself.. deeper and deeper. What do I actually want? Happiness?
What brings Happiness?
In 2008, I lost what I never had. Everyday I pretend to be someone else keeping a fake smile all over my face. Have you ever looked into my eyes?
Yes, I want Happiness. Happiness inside me, among the people I live with. But again, what’s Happiness? Not the bank balance, not the fame, not the human relationship, not the pizza, not the society, not the dream, not the desire I posses can bring me Happiness. I’ve all these… a good amount.
I know what brings Happiness and I want to share that Happiness with you. But today I am desperate to feel it, touch it, smell it… alone.
In 2009, I’ll get what I ever had. Even so I’ll be in “The Pursuit of Happyness“.
Awesome writing! It really touched my heart
Why did not you try literature?
Indeed a good resolution for the new year’09 swordy,
All the best for that…plz let me knw whn u succeed…thn I’ll try to do so…
interesting
Makes me sad………………all the best with whatever you want.
@Anupom, because there was none to write my weblog
@SiLenT_PraYeR, I’ll
@intoXIcated,
indeed. I know to which extent it sounds interesting 
@CrackEr_JacK, love to!
hey man welcome to the club….it happens….there are far worse scenarios than that of ures…and u dnt wanna be in one….get over it…nyc ryting though….
forgive me if i misunderstood anything over here… but i would like to say 2 things over here,
1st a quote – “There are no choices. Nothing but a straight line. The illusion comes afterwards, when you ask ‘Why me?’ and ‘What if?’. When you look back and see the branches, like a pruned bonsai tree, or forked lightning. If you had done something differently, it wouldn’t be you. It would be someone else looking back, asking a different set of questions.” (u should know from where its taken)
2nd – i believe that everything that happens, happens for GOOD.
hopefully, u’ll find happiness soon ! Good Luck
khaise!!!! computer programer dekhi shahittik hoe geche…..
btw protibochor e ki notun notun keo ashe naki tomar?????
neways…. hope u’ll get ur happiness this year… inshallah….
hmm..kothin kotha barta….kobita lekha notre dame thakte chere disi..tor eysob kothar ortho ber korte purono sey puthi gulo revise korte hobe….
anyway…good writing….(vab ase)
what made you such become a writer :p
really beautiful article,nice definition of happiness
hope it will help me to find my own……..
dosto tui to Likhok hoye jatchish….amar to bhoy lagtese lol
sotti! writeup ta ekebaare heart e touch kore. while reading this i thought keu amar moner kotha guli ekhane likhe dise. i feel 4 u swordy. but i also believe that everything that happens, happens for good. i also want happiness… happiness 4 every1.
thank you all for your kind responses
I just found this article from one of my big bro’s tweet : http://ezinearticles.com/?id=2015102 , titled In Pursuit of Happiness By Rashin D’Angelo . See if that catches your attention!
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